The weird part is that I don't really mind this feeling. It has just become the normal state for me. Today at work for example I sat down on the carpet to sing the Fire Truck Song like every other day. At the end of it I looked one of my students and said "Mrs. Howard can't get up right now. What do you want to do?" The kid just looked at me and kept singing. It was a great moment.
I also need a good half an hour after work to decompress. That is what I am doing right now. I just hit this wall and say to Josh, "I cannot get up until 5:30, sorry." Josh is so great about it. He usually says ok and sits with me or cooks dinner like he is doing right now. Tonight I think it is "kielbasa surprise!" He is a pretty good cook so I am not so worried.
I assume that this fatigue is not going away anytime soon so I will just continue to enjoy milking it. No, napping does not help me at all. If nap I might as well just wake up in the middle of night and run a marathon, it feels about the same.
This is NOT my pug.
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Fire Truck. Can't get up. Fire Truck. Can't get up. Fire Truck! Can't get up!!
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